Another New Zealand photo. Just some random patch of dirt. There were amazing things everywhere you looked at these geothermal parks. I love how this picture looks like it could be another planet, a birds eye view, or a closeup. Pretty much anything.
I feel like I am having a bit of an identity crisis at the moment, or even that my life is one big identity crisis. I love so many things, so many contradictory things and I get overwhelmed and stressed out like I need to make a decision. But then I have to keep telling myself its OK to like a lot of different things. Its OK to like floral silk lingerie, gory horror movies, burlesque, 60s french pop, 80s b-grade movies, nature and 80s metal all at the same time. I get worried about how this relates to my businesses though - like after my last post with the Predator picture I lost a follower, probably nothing but I immediately thought 'oh no I hope I didn't offend someone!' But I feel like if I hid my love of gross gory horror movies then I wouldn't be honest, and if it didn't come across in the things I sew I wouldn't be honest either.
And then there is my love for everything creative. Sometimes I wish I was an illustrator, sometimes I wish I was a photographer, a film director, a costume designer. But I think that is just a matter of the grass is always greener.
This dream I have chosen to follow is a pretty bumpy road, and I think I am on a particularly bumpy bit at the moment. But I do know deep down its where I want to be. I just have to keep picking myself up, dusting myself off, and getting on with it.